Morbid thoughts of a Sordid Mind

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 19:24:23 GMT

....i just wish i could sleep away this month....

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:35:28 GMT

Well, i think I just failed my chem class.

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:38:03 GMT

This is my background.

Dorm life thus far

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 18:28:03 GMT

Well. So far, Dorm living has been less then stellar, but alright. I've gotten hit on in the elevator, (sidenote:our elevators are past inspection and get stuck at least once a week) Our floor has incurred about $300 dollars worth of charges, our RA quit, someone took a dump in one of our showers, there have been numerous used tampons/pads left in the showers/toilets/stalls, ummm....we have been woken up/kept awake by drunken people several times (once they where paying marco polo in the hall) have had two fire alarms (one was a drill, the other was from some girls burning a cookie in the microwave), our room smels on and off ike 1. pot, 2. ciggarets, and most recently 3. either dead rat or wet clay (we couldn't decide). What else...i have gotten a third roomate (shes nice), Cathys boyfriend has slept over about 20 times, and WE ORDERED ICE CREAM. (they deliver it to us. Its sweet.)

Wow. Now that i think of it, thats kinda crappy.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:08:43 GMT

I hate people with cars and whose boyfriends and friends can come over and blah.

Cathy and I just went to History, for twenty minutes. We wanted to go to the mall, but couldn't, because of class. If we had know class would be so short we would have asked Julie, Nikki, and Myra to wait for us.

NEXT SEMESTER SCHEDUAL.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:08:02 GMT

M,W,F:
*Basic Algebra: Meier Hall 303, 8:30-9:20
*Hist. World Civ II: Sullivan Building 310, 2:30-3:20
*Comp. I: Meier Hall 319, 3:30-4:20
T/TH:
*Photography I: Meier Hall 306, 8:30-10:20
*Intro to Sociology: Sullivan Building 310, 1:00-2:15

IT KINDA BLOWS. BUT, ITS WHAT I HAD TO DO, SO, BLAH.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 03:30:18 GMT

POO

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:47:33 GMT

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:34:33 GMT

Boys are immature.

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 17:25:57 GMT

Every month we get Damage Updates for damages on the floors. Every single report has been filled with damamges to the boys floors. So, since they are the only ones who damage their floors, they have decided that the girls floors need to be charged as well. So now a bunch of guys are going to the girls' floors late at night, and putting holes in the cielings, writing on the walls, ect. to make sure that WE have to pay as well as them. Last night some guys came to our floor and put about 5 holes in the cieling in our lobby, which will cost the floor about 250$. Seriously. Guys are stupid.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 15:38:42 GMT

My roomate AND her boyfriend who is here constantly are sick. Today, I woke up for lab, and then realized it was canceled. Happiness. Also, my 11 oclock class was canceled too. So no class till 2 30.

Yesterday, I slept through my only class. Yay.

Wh00t.

I love ethan, muchly.

I'm just a dumb little girl

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 14:35:25 GMT

I hate lab. Every single answer I got today is wrong. You'd think it would be easy, all it was was electron dot formulas, molecular formulas and structural formulas. The only thing I got right was the molecular formulas and only because they where already written in the lab. I don't have to turn it in for a week but still...I have to redo the entire thing. Three and a half pages.

Then I called ethan and woke him up and wasted his money because im stupid.

And I have a science test today. I left my notebook at home.

Also have a history test to study for. Which is at 3 30 today. Which I am pretty sure its the third test on mesopotamia we have had.

I SOUND EMO AND I HATE IT slihewiotuwoiethwihksfjhfsiohfsoiegtwstwthwpotu.

AND ITS ONLY 1/4 INTO THE DAY!

RAR.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 07:27:04 GMT

Love is when your boyfriend makes you mac n cheese at 3 30 in the morning.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:12:17 GMT

Made a new journal. strwbrybedhead it is. add mee.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 02:16:39 GMT

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 02:04:24 GMT

Salem Pirate Fest

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 03:40:09 GMT

Ethan and I went the the Salem Pirate Fest. It was fun. Kinda small, but, as I pointed out to Ethan, its only the second year running. So, I'm sure it will get better with time. Ethan won the Best Costume Contest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay! lol. He deserved it. Hes worked hard on his costume and deserved to win. ^^;. Then we went out to dinner at Salem Beerworks. It was good. ^^.

My brother wouldn't touch your titties with a ten-foot pole

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 04:48:57 GMT

Wheee!

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 15:42:14 GMT

NEW SCREEN-NAME. IT IS strwbryBedHead

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:38:32 GMT

So, anyway. Orientation was -not- helpful. Didn't get a tour of the dorms,like every other of my friends got. Would've liked to know where the laundry and stuff is. MY ROOM IS ON THE FOURTH FLOOR OF BOWDITCH. WITH TWO OTHER CHICKS. One looks really, really bitcy, blonde, tall, rail-thin, i'm-a-princess-don't-fuck-with-me look. The other has brown hair and thats all I really noted, because she sat behind me at the floor meeting. Uhh...The blonde chick asked about overnight visitation, if guys where allowed, and I was thinking ohfuck. Not that I mind if guys sleep over, but I really don't need to hear/think that they had sex in my room. Yanno?

Anyway, I'm about 30 minutes from boston by train, which im sure Ethan and I will be there a lot, seeing as Salem and Fitchburg don't offer much in the entertainment department. It costs me 14$ to get to Fitchburg. I'm assuming Salem-NorthStation-Fitchburg. Wee. <.< >.> AHH. I ave to go start pacing up my clothes. I packed alll my cold-weather clothes, but gotta pack up jeans and shit. Argh. and I need to dye my hair. I can't decide if I wanna hang with Steph, Em, Walt and Steve friday or go out with my family. Blah. I NEED A HAIRCUT. It looks at...straggly and gross.

Annnnd that is all for now.

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 16:07:44 GMT

Iiiiiiiiiiiiii haven't updated in a long time. Lets see: Went to orientation, went to the beach, got sick, discovered all of my brothers friends on myspace lying about age and such, which gave me a good chuckle.

Anyway, Orientation! Wonderfuckinfully boring. Dont do drugs! Dont drink on campus! Love your roomates! Make friends! Pretty much it.

My adventures in Massachusetts (I can't spell it right. :-/) began....friday the...19th. Went with Steph, Steve and her mommy. We stayed at her grandmothers, which was nice. Very small, narrow, tall house, which seems typical in Salem. Saturday we went to boston with Ethan, yay! Went to the aquarium, walked around a bit, then came back, Ethan and I went to his house, much fun ensued, and got lost on the way back, and ended up in N.H. Heheh. Sunday, I helped them move all kindsa stuff around in her G-moms house. So, then mom n dad came up, we went to the hotel, and monday was orientation testing. Woo. Aced the reading, (95%) BOMBED the math (45%). Umm...set up school email and such. Monday Night went to dinner with mom, dad, and Ethan in boston. Yum. Tuesday more orientation, Wednesday more orientation, got my schedual, went to the movies and dinner with Ethan, made out in the back parking lot of the willows, lol. Thursday went to the beach, came home saturday. Wait. I was gunna post up my scedual but it seems is has changed, so i have to see whats up with that. Grr.

Monday: Basic Writing 2:30-3:20, History of World Civ 3:30-4:20
Tuesday: Intro To Business 11:00-12:15
Wednesday: Chem Lab 8:30-10:20, Chem 11:00-12:15, Basic Writing 2:30-3:20, History of World Civ 3:30-4:20
Thursday: Intro to Business 11:00-12:15
Friday: Chem 11:00-12:15, Basic Writing 2:30-3:20, History of World Civ 3:30- 4:20.

Weee! Thats it for now, I think.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 15:13:59 GMT

There is something wrong with my right eye. It keeps watering, all the time.

On the other hand, Alice in Wonderland is my favorite movie.

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 19:30:54 GMT

Went minigolfing last night. It was fun, but as soon as I got home i started thinking about how it was probably the last time I would go Mini Golfing at Freddy Hill, and the last time I would go with my friends, and how everyone else is leaving before me. This led to thinking about how much I'm going to miss going shopping with Steph, driving around with Emily, going out with a bunch of people and being met with Steves "AllieAllieAllie!" and his hugs. How everyone else will be able to come home on weekends and see eachother, and hang out, and I...won't. I'm going to miss them so much. Its so weird to think that I won't wake up, get a shower and rush outisde to get in Steves car to go to school. How I won't see Steph everyday. Everything and everybody I've know for the past four years won't be there anymore. I know I have a lot to look froward to: a real, actual relationship with Ethan, meeting new people, and such. But...I don't know. I just feel so...tired.

I don't know. I've made myself cry, heh. I hate being a girl.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 21:37:17 GMT

Recently someone accused me of being something that I found chuckle-worthy, but later, as I thought about it, I realized it was true. I was sitting in Stevez's basement, talking about music, and he said that I was a 'Vintage Girl'. Meaning I like old music, old clothes, history, creating things as opposed to buying them, and such. I laughed at the time, but then I thought about it later. Looking at my music playlist, most of the songs that I download and listen to are from the sixties, seventies, and eighties. Thin Lizzy, Louis Armstrong, the Archies, Van Morrison, Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Whitesnake, just to name a few.

I dont know why I felt the urge to post this, I just found it amusing!

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 19:54:55 GMT

Bwahah! I wanna go see Charlie and the Chocolate factory again. Dodododo. Nothing really to saaay, haven't done anything in the way of college things. Bwa. Erm, haven't really done anything except watching movies and such. At the moment I'm watching Cry Baby. There is really no point to this entry. I had one, but it kinda dissapeared. dundundunnnnn. Bored. Need something creative/constructive to do! My room is messy, i should clean it. But I wont, cause im lazy. I'll probably do it tommorow. Actually, Probably NOT. Heh, my stomach hurts. Dono why, just suddenly started hurting. I want some soup, but we have none. :-/ Blegh. I want to go shopping, too. Maybe I'll go later with Mama. She said we're proabbly going out ot dinner, cause dad wont be home to cook and neither of us can, lol. Well. Much pointlessness acomplished with this entry!